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June 12th, 2005
[ mood | stiil drunk ]


He made me drunked.

Doo eet. [Saturday
June 11th, 2005
[ mood | drunk ]

Reply with a number!!! reply to this blog by sending me a message of the number that best describes your feelings towards me!! You can put however many numbers you need!!

Please, be honest!!!!

1= I like you
2= I love you
3= You're funny
4= You're cool
5= I don't really care for your personality
6= I wanna bang you!
7= You're sexy
8= You have a nice body
9= I hate you piece of shit
10= You're boring
11= You're GAY
12= You have an awesome personality
13= I want to kiss you
14= I wanna do you 'til you scream my name!!!
15= I want to go out with you
16= I'm looking for a relationship with you
17= call me
18= you're hot
19= You seem pretty cool for being pretty gay
20= Hardly know you, but you seem cool
21= I want to get to know you better
22= I want to have sex with you as soon as possible!

Do it for me and I'll do it for you.

ilux300million, Ash.

June 8th, 2005

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THIS IS FOR LA STUPID ASSHOLE NEDS BEHIND US WHO KEEP SAYING SHIT. Gerard says shut up, okay? Leave me and Jade alone. For god sake, I know I'm fat, it's all in hand (didn't get all mu lunch up and it's still there.), yes my nose is big...you're fatter than me...and you're a big stupid chavvy ned. Both of you.

And the stupid teacher is doing fuck all too.




Pee-eff-eff-tee [Sunday
June 5th, 2005
Yup....bored. In Info Systems...gotta wonder why I picked it. It's the most boring thing EVEREVER. Haha, we're stuck in here for a double period....geezuz. To make things at least a million times worse, I'm updating through photobuackert and not LJ because school is stoopid and it banned live journal AND myspace. Pure mugs. I love Jade, who is here beside me. She's pure heftai bored as well....lol, I've learned so much about photobucket....except how to spell my other account name lol. [x]

May 25th, 2005
Do this, or deal with the tears.


01. Think of the first word that comes to mind when you think of me.
02. Run a google image search on that word.
03. Reply to this entry & post that picture.
04. Put this in your journal, so I can do the same

JOIN!!! [Sunday
May 22nd, 2005
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To a few of my friends... [Thursday
May 19th, 2005
[ mood | amused ]

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Scarlett is your soulmate.
You truly love Brogan.
You consider Darren your true friend.
You know that Jade is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Stevie for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Chris is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Loz is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Safi is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Safi changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Mick is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Mick has a hidden internet romance.

But the question is, will Scarlett still be my soulmate after she runs off with Stevie? Wil Jade still think about me after she marries a millionaire? And Mick, I thought he loved me!


Ash [♥]

May 4th, 2005
[ mood | cold ]

Today, I had my English exam...It was pretty easy. Yer. That's about it. Nathan was supposed to be coming down tonight but he isn't going to. Because he sucks majorly. In fact, all boys do. I think it's ex-boyfriends vengence day. Phillip hit me accross the face today, because he such a man. OH yes, I'm so cool! Look Raymond, I can hit girls. Fucking ass. He's given me a minor black eye. Lucky I'm not dead. Any guy who wants to beat up a wannabe metaller (the only thing worse than a real metaller) who likes to hit girls, you so have my backing. Because I'm gonna end up going for him and that means I'll get my ass kicked cause he's such a man, he'll kick my ass. There's pictures underneath, I'm in a pictural mood.

This is my sexual emo shot. Haha, I'm so scene...not. All the scene kids would reject me.
This is me...looking like a man. Heavy. Eh Jade?
They didn't actually kiss! lmao, I hope Nathan reads this...I actually posted this to show off his sexual little pluggies. I want mine that size.  They're so cute and small...no comment on it's representation lol.

because Jade said so... [Friday
April 29th, 2005
[ mood | cheerful ]

Today has been not bad. Nothing especially interesting happening at the moment except that um...I'm on study leave now! Exams start next week...not good. I'm so unprepared for them. It's like they've crept up on me. Nathan was here last night. I'm so, so worried about him. He was shaking and stuff because that what withdrawal symptoms he gets. He starts to puke and shakes and gets really emotional when he doesn't get...his stuff. Isn't there someone other than me that's noticed it? I'm fucking terrified. He isn't the little Nathan I got to know and love. Although there's a chance I could get him back. Nathan wants to be right again, he just doesn't know how to control himself. He doesn't see the point in stopping. But he's killing himself and it's killing me to see it. Enough rambling about Nathan...he's a big boy, makes his own decisions.Thanking Jade x_cut_up_angel for the sexual layout. Sure she's amazing? That's why she's my best friend (cause she's amazing, not cause she does amazing layouts...) She's away eating her dinner just now and it's sad how I miss her. Aw, I love her so much. Love you Jade!

A music quiz that Jade told me to do. You should all do it too.Collapse )


March 21st, 2005
my pet!

She's in my user info too!

March 15th, 2005

Friends Only...comment and I shall add you.




Just for Grant... [Monday
March 14th, 2005

Forgot to say in my last update...

Lmao, my new and very cool friend Grant got a ban from Tesco for 'stealing' some hot chocolate powder in a teeny little cup. It was without a doubt, the funniest thing ever to see him standing waiting for Barry, Duty Manager while the little till woman was going on about it all...fucking class man. Yeah, bovott TESCO!!! You support does good...as they say, Every Little Helps!


March 14th, 2005
[ mood | lonely ]

Ok, so this update is gonna be kept nice and short because so much has happened in the past few days and Jade gets pissed at me for long updates. You'd think I'd be all happy but no, I feel like shit and I'm all alone at my computer because everything is so unfair. I hate fucking everything right now.

Saturday was, as you all know, my birthday. It was an ace day and I got to see my darling Loz and I saw Darren (who smelled good) and Stevie (who I burned with a cigarette) lol. Sorry Stevie! Oh yeah and I'm sorry for calling you an asshole...even though you were not nearly as cool as Darren and Loz because they didn't look at me like an escapee mental patient when I asked for a kiss. That was mean Stevie...but I still love you (or else you might beat me up or something...I dunno).

Went out for a meal on Saturday night with die Familie und Jade. Yep. Was a rather uneventful birthday actually. Me and Jad estayed up all night talking...fun fun.

Yesterday was a brilliant day. I went into town and got new shoes wich are so sexy and shall be worn on Saturday (because they are da bomb..."drop it like a bomb" lol) then I met Alasdair and we went to the Barrowlands and we met Rick from Jimmy Eat World!!! No, I don not shit you. Aw he was so nice. Me, being the good friend that I am (not) phoned Jade to let her talk to him. I also met Jim and Tom who was lovely. I am in love with his smile and his hugs. I kept hugging him any time he walked by and at one point I was going to hug him and Alasdair pulled me back to hug him and, I quote, Tom said,
"Hey! No, she's my girl!"
Man, if I was a guy, I'd have just came all over him lol...lovely imagary there Ashleigh. His smile was enticing and beautiful and he kept talking to me and he was so nice. Man, I wish I could have taken him home...he was fucking cool.

The Jimmy Eat World show was fucking fantastic...Lucky Denvir Mint and Nothingwrong was played !!!! Made a very happy 16 year old Ashleigh indeedies. Hahahahahaha they also played In The Middle (It Just Takes Some Time) sure they did Alasdair? Lmfao...

Today, like the fucking reject I am, I told Nelson that I like him. Why? Just why? Because he hasn't called or texted me back which means, as usual, that I've fucked up yet again. I swear it, I'm spending eternity alone. I hate this, I feel so lonely right now. So lonely and so spare. Nobody needs me anymore. I used to always feel as if I was helping someone and that would pick me up but now I'm just a spare part that can be used whenever people feel like it. Most of the assholes on my contact list have blocked me because I'm a fucking reject.

I just need someone to talk to...why is that too much for me to ask?


March 13th, 2005
i have the sexiest background for my journal and for some reason, it isn't working...asshole livejournal. to see my sex, go to ashleightest8 n see it, its hot.

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